One lesson
I learned after I drowned on a South American river was that to face life's
challenges with gratitude and joy, a person must first lose his or her faith.
I am an
experienced kayaker, but when I crested the top of a moderate waterfall while
kayaking the Fuy River, I saw no clean exit to the tremendous turbulence at its
bottom. I pragmatically assumed I would tip over at the bottom, then exit my
boat and be briefly tossed about in the turbulence before surfacing and
swimming downstream.
When my
boat struck the bottom with a thud, I was immediately submerged. As a spine
surgeon, I am familiar and comfortable with stressful situations. I remained
calm as I sequentially went through the steps to extricate myself: detaching my
spray skirt (neoprene fabric that keeps water out of the boat by stretching
between the kayaker's waist and the boat's cockpit rim), pushing myself out of
the boat with my feet, and trying to free the boat by rocking back and forth. I
had no air, was too far from shore for anyone to reach me and my self-rescue
was prevented by the flowing water flattening my torso against the front deck
of my boat. After a lifetime of fearing a drowning death, the irony of my
predicament almost made me chuckle.
Like 92
percent of Americans at that time, I believed in God. I attended Sunday school
as a child and accepted Christ as my savior as a teenager. My moderate faith in
religious truths easily faded into the background of my busy life when I left
for college, but I called to God on the river, asking only that His will be
done.
I was
immediately overcome with a physical sensation of being held, comforted, and
reassured that everything would be fine regardless of whether I lived or died.
I was presented with a short review of my life, emphasizing the unseen ripple
effects of particular events rather than the event itself. The scientific,
analytical and skeptical part of my brain observed this with interest and
curiosity. I was acutely aware of my situation; I knew I had been underwater
too long to be alive but also knew that this experience did not have the
quality of a dream or hallucination, was not the result of a dying brain and
could not have been created by my limited imagination.
My legs
bent backward on themselves as the current slowly pulled my body downstream
over the front deck of my boat but I felt no pain as they were breaking. My
spirit peeled away from my discarded body and as I rose up and out of the
river, I was joyously greeted by a group of old friends. I watched my body be
pulled to the riverbank and as CPR was initiated, I was guided down a path to a
domed building that not only exuded a brilliance of color and beauty, but also
exploded with the pure, complete and unconditional love of God. I felt like I
was finally home. Despite my protests, I was eventually returned to my body
with words of encouragement and instruction regarding my future.
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I lost my
faith; it was transformed into a complete trust in the promises of God. This
changed me as a person and as a doctor. Trusting that God loves us
unconditionally, that spiritual life is eternal and that He as a beautiful plan
for each of us, allowed me to face struggles with gratitude and joy. Each
event, neither good nor bad, is like a small thread woven together with others
to create a glorious tapestry of God's design. I do not fear death. I am more
tolerant of other people's actions. I observe the world with an open heart.
I have not
discarded the truth of scientific discovery nor discount its value to society,
but the boundaries between God and medicine have been forever shattered. I pray
for my patients. I help them perceive a beautiful opportunity for growth in an
otherwise dire situation.
Spiritual
curiosity while experiencing the presence of God in one's life transforms faith
into the trust that provides confidence to face life's most difficult
challenges with gratitude and joy.
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Question: Dear Kryon, I have read several accounts of people who had "died" and then returned to their bodies. In some of the accounts, they describe a very dismal place for those who committed suicide. Usually, they say that those who committed suicide are "stuck" there. Are these accounts true, or is this colored by the person's personal belief? What about those who don't commit suicide because they are depressed and can't continue on, but who "die in their cause", such as the terrorists who blew up the Twin towers or the suicide bombers in Israel? Or those who chose to take their lives because they have cancer and the pain becomes too much for them?
Answer: Dear one, as we have mentioned before, the energy of suicide is a test for those who remain, not for the one who committed the act. Indeed, the Human Being has very strong survival instincts to keep him from doing this, but for those who do, there is no stigma of dishonor or punishment. They are not stuck, either. Most of the time this was a potential contract all along, and it prods those around them to make decisions that they would never have had to do otherwise.
Remember, this is a test for all of you. When it's over, don't be shocked to return to this side of the veil and find that there is no punishment or reward… only a family who is appreciative of your journey, and of the energy it took to love the earth and the Universe so much, that you went through it.
(from Lee) Kryon has explained near death experiences. You can read it at: [http://www.kryon.com/k_chanelphilly.html] Also, Kryon has mentioned death many times, and about how it relates to us. Check out the master index to find out what Kryon books these things are mentioned in: [http://www.kryon.com/direct.html]
"Perceptions of God" – June 6, 2010 (Kryon channeled by Lee Carroll) (Subjects: Quantum Teaching, The Fear of God, Near-death Experience, God Becomes Mythology, Worship, Mastery, Intelligent Design, Benevolent Creator,Global Unity.... etc.) (Text version)
“.. For centuries you haven't been able to think past that box of what God must be like. So you create a Human-like God with wars in heaven, angel strife, things that would explain the devil, fallen angels, pearly gates, lists of dos and don'ts, and many rules still based on cultures that are centuries old. You create golden streets and even sexual pleasures as rewards for men (of course) - all Human perspective, pasted upon God. I want to tell you that it's a lot different than that. I want to remind you that there are those who have seen it! Why don't you ask somebody who has had what you would call a near-death experience?
When a Human almost dies, they get close to the veil, very close. They are ever so close to the creator's energy and just barely touched by it. When their heart was stopping and their breathing was almost gone, before they were brought back to life with science, they got to touch the hand of God for just an instant. What they saw was magnificent! The energy before them was filled with love and light, filled with family, filled with beauty. There was no strife there. There was no punishment there or even the hint of it. And when they came back from that experience, listen to what they told you. It changed their lives, didn't it? Listen to each one talk about it, for they continued to say, "There is nothing to fear and death is something you experience as a normal transition." Blessed is the Human Being who experiences both death and birth and has the wisdom to report, "Oh, it's uncomfortable, but I'll get through it, because I've done it before." The person who has experienced a near-death experience is no longer afraid to die! What does that tell you? They have seen what is there and they embrace it! …”
When a Human almost dies, they get close to the veil, very close. They are ever so close to the creator's energy and just barely touched by it. When their heart was stopping and their breathing was almost gone, before they were brought back to life with science, they got to touch the hand of God for just an instant. What they saw was magnificent! The energy before them was filled with love and light, filled with family, filled with beauty. There was no strife there. There was no punishment there or even the hint of it. And when they came back from that experience, listen to what they told you. It changed their lives, didn't it? Listen to each one talk about it, for they continued to say, "There is nothing to fear and death is something you experience as a normal transition." Blessed is the Human Being who experiences both death and birth and has the wisdom to report, "Oh, it's uncomfortable, but I'll get through it, because I've done it before." The person who has experienced a near-death experience is no longer afraid to die! What does that tell you? They have seen what is there and they embrace it! …”
"THE THREE WINDS" – Feb 23-24, 2013 (Kryon Channelling by Lee Carroll) (Subjects: Humanity, Home - other side of the veil, Wind of Birth - Birth, Wind of Existence - Life, Wind of Transition - Death) - (Text version)
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